Oh, so much is said in this perfect silence...

When there is nothing left but the absence of noise...you have time to think and search your soul. The lack of communication brings with it it's own understanding. I tire of the feeling that I am some insignificant person. So, I am left with no doubt in the deafening silence I have found of late. Things have been clearly defined even with the lack of definition. I took it to the point that I put everything on the line and well it didn't go as planned. That's all I can do. Wow, disappointment hurts.

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Words are cheap, actions are where value can be found.

When you're needing your space to do some navigating...

I have so much to learn.

I spent today just laying in my bed thinking and reflecting. I am just trying to be a woman who seeks God for all my answers and giving my worries completely over to Him...not so easy for me. Clearly, I feel I need control and clearly that hasn't worked for me in the past. ( you think I would learn from that!) I personally took a risk recently that is totally outside of my box and let a wall down...to my surprise I have survived and even without knowing the outcome there is something freeing in sharing a part of me that so few see. I am such a guarded person.

I know that God knows what lies ahead for me, and I must rest in the reassurance that he is the best captain to look to when I need to navigate this life.